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Wednesday, 23 February 2011

Feb/23/2011

Ah another sleepless night oh how i dread the sun shineing threw that window , my eyes burn and my head feels like its spinning , ive just been laying here thinking all night about everything..i hate feeling like this. i hate everything really. nothing even seems to go right...i sleep with multiple men none of them ever meaning anything to me. i know for a fact i mean nothing to them , which doesnt bother me. i know thats not right i should feel something right ? i dont know what im searching for  maybe a feeling maybe just trying to see if anyone can make me feel alive again. but it never happens. just people who's faces ill forget and whos names ill never remember , my innocence is lost and my soul is dead the devil has decieved me and god has abandoned and forgot about me. what a lose ,lose situtation. one day i hope to find myself again ,find the smile that has been missing for so long. and find the love ive been longing to feel again. i just want to feel anything for that matter ...maybe one day..heres to hope

2 comments:

  1. my soul is dead to:

    ty for writing a blog that i can relate to. i dont comment much but i will be reading here a lot.

    maybe you can put reactions under your blogs if you want to. i do use those on blogs that have them...

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  2. hm havent used them yet bu may i wil start.. thanks for the comment. im glad some people understand but i deff do wish you the best in getting through it aswell

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