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Sunday, 19 February 2012

wondering..

wondering what life has planned for me...as a sit here im left wondering why my life is how it is..why im alone..why it seems no one could ever love maybe thats why its my most cherished desire to be loved...to feel wanted  .. i dont really know anymore what i want...what i need..maybe i have been looking in all the wrong places.. maybe its just not meant for me...maybe im sapposed to be alone.. maybe this is my punishment..to never feel the happyness..to never feel like i actually belong..to feel like a outcase not capable to even care for herself so why should i let someone into my life who i may never care about only there because i want to know im cared about...how selfish that would make me..to have never known love is such tragedy to have loved and been completely destroyed is a massicare of the world. how does one go on knowing that things wont ever be different..life is but a nightmare..wakeing up brings new torture..the very thought of being awake haunts me to my core..feeling the darkness the sense of emptyness..i wish to sleep to never wake. to not have to endure another moment of this pain..

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