march/3rd/2011

Love..what does it matter..most of the time the one you truely love you cannot be with or it ends in disaster ...i finnaly found someone who makes me feel something who really makes me smile who totaly understands me and accepts me for all my flaws...but he lives a millions miles away...im in canada and hes in atlanta georgia..ugh. why does this world have to be so cruel. why let me find such beautiful things just to put it in my face and laugh just seeing me in pain knowing it'll never happen. on the other side of the country my one true love resides , and his resides here ..he says he doesnt care how long it takes that one day he will finnaly be with me but how long ? will it really happen? why get my hopes up for it to all come crashing back down. all i know is i love this man and i always will. even if hes a million miles a way hes fixed a peice of my heart and its only his. never will i feel this way for another. xox i love you damen